Let me start by saying I kno this may not make sense… My feelings are so jumbled up, forgive me for the things I forget.. I believe U need to kno how I feel.. Tht time away tore me apart.. I knew tht shit wouldn’t heal. I had a blind moment but it was easy to cometo.. Cnt lie every second all I could think about was you. I was scared to call u.. jus to hear u say ur really done.. Scared to miss u.. what if u could of been the one?.. Somethn about how we are together makes me keep faith.. And I sit on the edge of my chair waiting for u to say “things will b ok” There’s nothing more beautiful than ur smile in the morning.. I remeber it so clearly.. thoughts of u my brain is storming. I miss u every night when I lay here alone.. Miss hearing u say “baby let’s go home” most of all I miss how it feels When u hold me all night.. tht is how I kno happiness is real I thought this time apart would make me move on.. But really all its done is make me write u a bunch of sad love songs. I want to feel complete again.. I wanna kno tht ull stay.. I want u to giv this another chance Be mine again today.
I call her beautiful.
